New Years Eve

You've stepped all over me,
I'm shattered glass,
Shards of me on the floor.
This is too hard to endure.

I wipe away the tears in my eyes,
To keep from the black crystals falling.
The weakness in my eyes showing.
All my secrets are for the knowing.

Your hands are poisen to my skin,
That must be why you can't hug me anymore.
Your words are knives,
That's why we don't speak.

But I can't reach a reason,
And it's all that I seek.
Everything I can think of,
All seems too bleak.

Holding back tears,
Unable to comprehend,
exactly why this is happening to me.
I'm losing my grip on sanity.

Why I love you,
Is a complete mystery.
All I know is it hurts to see you hug her.
When I know I don't have that chance.

I need you right now,
More than I did before.
Baby, pick up the peices with me.
These God damn shards all over the floor.

Save me?