That Day

Broken Worthless

Broken is all I am anymore I was never whole
I was beyond repair I would be broken until the end
Everyone said I would by myself again that day never came
You said I would be alive again that day never came
You fucking promise I would be coming home to live again that day never came

Lies is all you ever told I was a fool to even think or even feel to need to believe you
Every single word that left your mouth was a lie
Doctors told me one day I would see the sun again that day never came
All I ever see is bars around my windows blocking the world from me

Fuck your promise I hate myself that I even for a second started to believe you
I was never meant to be here I'm not never have been a crazy person
I was normal until that day I met you I'm in here cause I tried to be someone I'm not

You look me in the eyes told me I would soon be going back to my life that day never came
I waited for that day to come but that day never comes
I cried for the first time in months I was broken more then I was before

I was going to be okay I was going to be myself again
I was no longer going to listen to you and your lies
I was no longer going to listen to the doctor and his worthless lies
I was no longer going to feel broken
I was going to be okay

Even if that day never comes