Holiday Not-Quite Romance

i lay awake and think of you
do you think of me?
do you remember things i used to do?
do you still know my name?
can you still picture how you made me dance
like i still picture your perfect smile?
contagious, grinning, kinda awesome
your cheeky murmurs in my ear
about how you're scared of my dad
and how i don't "shake it" enough
sat on the floor beside my chair
sharing jokes with little winks
do you remember any of that
or did your feelings blow away
on the wind behind the aeroplane
taking me home against my will
away from you.