Ai wanted by an Aiko

Oh stars, a light that is so bright that all the world can see its glory and praise
But I, a person, am so dull that nobody can see my abilities to glorify me
Why do the stars get to be loved and adored by the world and not me?
I get to be looked over and spat at with no love to be seen or distinguished
Is it so hard to find or better yet make a proud amount of love for me to receive outside my family?
Or is it just not meant for me to have, hold, and enjoy for all my life
What makes me unable to be loved or find the type of love I want and desire to have that many dream and long for and end up possessing