Until You Were Finaly Gone.
You would never tell me anything but a halfhearted maybe...
And maybe it was in fact that...
That made me so damned half hearted in the first place?
I remember crying never again...
Again and again...
And then crying for you...
Like there was nothing else important in my tiny little world.
I was suppose to contend to your every whim.
Bend over backwards like a gymnast for you...
Twisting my spine in the process???
I didn't.
I couldn't...
Even though I thought back then I wanted to.
I'm glad I didn't bend...
Because I didn't realise what s**t you actually were...
Until you were finaly gone...
And the shackles fell away.
And maybe it was in fact that...
That made me so damned half hearted in the first place?
I remember crying never again...
Again and again...
And then crying for you...
Like there was nothing else important in my tiny little world.
I was suppose to contend to your every whim.
Bend over backwards like a gymnast for you...
Twisting my spine in the process???
I didn't.
I couldn't...
Even though I thought back then I wanted to.
I'm glad I didn't bend...
Because I didn't realise what s**t you actually were...
Until you were finaly gone...
And the shackles fell away.