Until You Were Finaly Gone.

You would never tell me anything but a halfhearted maybe...
And maybe it was in fact that...
That made me so damned half hearted in the first place?
I remember crying never again...
Again and again...
And then crying for you...
Like there was nothing else important in my tiny little world.
I was suppose to contend to your every whim.
Bend over backwards like a gymnast for you...
Twisting my spine in the process???

I didn't.
I couldn't...
Even though I thought back then I wanted to.
I'm glad I didn't bend...
Because I didn't realise what s**t you actually were...
Until you were finaly gone...
And the shackles fell away.