Let Me Vanish

I want to feel a way that's different.
A sense of invisibility.
The world changes in an instant.
Faster than slow apparently.

I wish I could vanish.
Into the soul of the black.
I wish I could be banished
From all happiness

I've gone mad.
And im ok with that.
And I'm always sad.
So let me vanish into the black.

I want to walk from all the humanity
I want to walk into the flames
Burn into the heart of the ashes

I want to feel something different.
A sense of invisibility
I want to walk on dry ice
Hide my sorrow
Walk away
I want to vanish