A Fallen Angel and a Sinner

I look up at you for the last time with this silver screen blinding my eyes.
I kiss your lips as I feel the poison trickle down my throat
I hold your hand as it crumbles to nothing but ash

If only..just if only we had more time together darling you know you and I would be prancing amongst the petals of withering roses. A fallen angel and a sinner.
Once more on our path of destruction,you'd give me the smirk that let me know deep inside that you'd be the one to catch me before i descended to the pits of this black hole.

For the last seconds I have with you it will be the best of our lives. I wish and hope that my soul will have been given mercy and able to stay bound to yours for just a little while longer.

The bottles call out for my body. the cigarettes call out for my mind. The razors call out for my heart. That piece of rope calls out for my life. Please darling help me tune them out. Help me get pulled away from such demands.