Just Hit Me

I love your tender kisses, your soft and gentle touch
And though I will take each one you give me
It will never be enough
I crave your bitterness
Your brokenness
Every swollen tear
I need your anger and
I want you to push me
To hit me and abuse me
If only you'll tell me you love me
I want my skin to carry the bruises you gave me
I need the high each mistake gives me
Each burn each break
Each and every dislocated joint
You might feel bad for "hurting me"
But this is what I want
Don't be sorry for what I wish you to do
I'll hold you still when its all over
Then fiddle and fidjet, nervously waiting
For you to look at me
To touch me
To hug me
To cuddle and coddle me
To push me
To hit me
To kiss me
If you use me
And tear at my emotions; my heart
I'll love you more
And if on occasion you tell me you love me
thats all I'll ask for