Visible

The only time
I've ever felt
so free in this emotion
Was last when I
was very low
and hiding in my words.
I think that now
it's kind of different
the way I'm letting go
Instead of worry
and sadness
I'm kicking out, letting go.
Before it seemed
that every verse
had to drip with pain.
But now I think
that every blink
should make the whole world rain.
I know without
even thinking
that love is visible to me.
I look in a mirror
like never before
and feel calm and very free.
But I just lied
I am not calm
quite far from this, I think.
I'm actually feeling
with every beat
like I'm in love with this.