Abuse

I will not cry,
Infront of you.
Regardless,
Of what you do.
You make me feel so weak,
Every hit,
You say its the alcohol,
Every kick,
Every piercing glare.
I will not fight back,
Hurt you..
Regardless,
Of how bad it hurts me.
I take it all,
With nothing less,
Than a smile on my face.
Whats a few stray tears in solitude?
Bruises under layers of makeup?
I will not tolerate
This anymore.
I walk right out that door.
You find me.
Apoligize.
I believe you, and come home.
How stupid was I to think
We'd be okay?
I don't know what I thought,
but I know where it got me.
But I'll always perfer 6 feet under,
To you.

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I don't know about this.. I think its tolerable?