On The Inside

What lies inside the mind of me,
Are things that should not be felt or seen,
The darkness that invades my mind,
The demons you shouldn't wish to find,
Pain and misery words shall not mend,
Suffering and tragedy with me till the end,
The hurt and lies you so beastly afflicted,
Have caused me soul to be evicted,
I've tried to say goodbye and leave,
But then you go and start to grieve,
Can I ever escape this place?
Or will my future exist with that face?
I must choose between wrong and right,
Face up to the monsters of the night,
I'll try and stay strong,
Knowing my life won't last long,
I'm sick of crying,
I'm sick of trying,
I wear a mask,
To fulfill each task,
You see me smiling,
But inside I'm dying,
Destroy this wall and free my love,
Let it soar like a great white dove,
I'll taste freedom once again,
And be released from the pain,
No longer will my heart be left down the well,
I won't take your hand and be led to hell.