I Am The Pain You Feel

In days full of hate the nights are all I have left...but only with you.

You are the one I know but will never know.

The only one for me...but never with me.

You have never seemed that real to me...because you aren't.

All you are is just words on a page.

Noting more.

Nothing less.

Why do your words fill me with fear,happiness,pain.excitement,ecstasy,Love,Hate,need,yes need is the one I feel most. I need you with me, on me,surrounding me, anything to bring you closer...

This is bad, It's all bad because none of it will ever be true and I am the selfish one, the killer of dreams, the bringer of the day we hate so much, the beast that is waiting for you,The Pain You Feel.