Undying Love

Even just for tonight,
let me be a different person
Their eyes follow me
Wondering if it is I

Even just for tonight,
let me be the center of your attention
The sun you revolve in

Even just for tonight,

I prayed . . .

But you still seemed to avoid me
Even with the spell bound to my body
not once were you enchanted

Not once . . . .

Did you ever stop to see if it is I?
How my heart longs for your undying attention

But, NO!!!

Your eyes, were only for one person and one person alone
You devoted yourself to her
Like a gracious knight would to his beloved

Loyalty. . . .

My prayer had been in vain
I knew that before I had hoped for your love
But I could not stop myself

I did not have a choice
My heart had fallen
There was no way, I could take it back

If I could,
I SWEAR I would have

But I could not . . . .
and I still can't

I loved you for your everlasting loyalty
but, why did it have to be her?
When you know, that she will NEVER love you back
and like a dog, you serve her
You give all that you have, yet you get nothing in return

How CAN you be so devoted?!
How can you be so idiotic?! . . . . . .

Why do you make me fall for you?
As I fully understand, that my love will never be returned. . . .