Alone

Lost and so alone,
Even though everyone surrounds me.
They cant even imagine
Things Ive gone through,
Things Ive said,
And things i have done.
No one knows the pain.
No one understands.
Is it just me?
Do they really know how i feel?
They probably don't even care.
all anyone cares about is themselves.
I wish i had a friend.
That i could talk to
About anything n' everything.
Someone who will make me
Feel love, and feel loved.
I wish i had a forever friend.
That would never ever leave me.
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this at camp. This is how i felt. And i just wanted out of the mess.