Here We Go Again

why does this keep happening?
every time i want to hate you,
i keep falling for you more and more.
i can't affored to get hurt again
i'm tired of it just ending the same
with you walking away like nothing
happend with us
and me crying when ever we talk.
but here we go again
doing the samething again.
i want to be with you but
yet i don't
let me get my life back in order
i want you but i want you all to myself
i want to be the only girl in your eye
but i'm willing to share u with our family
here i go again
telling you things that
you don't take tou your heart
like you used to.

10-22-09

lexi hoeft