Never Again?

Does it hurt to see someone,
doing what you want to do the most?

Watching them take over,
what used to be your spot?

Knowing that they're getting better,
while your talent is wasted?

And sometimes feeling like an idiot,
because you gave up your chance?

Only because you were hurting,
because something of yours was taken away?

Should you be strong,
and stay away?

Even though it hurts so much,
to watch them soar?

Or should you break,
and return?

Come crawling back,
like a solider from a loosing side?

Admitting that you can't live without them,
even though they hurt you?

Feeling disloyal,
to the one that's gone?

Who will never get that second chance,
when you have that choice?
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Yeah I'm really depressed right now.