Why'd it happen so fast?

Knew it was comming,
But didn't know when.
Why now?

That was the worst time to hurt me.
Had a lot on my mind,
And I didn't mean to say any of that.

If i say sorry,
Will you forgive me?
I'm not done apoligizing.

Just shut up and listen.
I'm sorry I saild those things,
But I didn't mean it like that.

I cross my fingers for you saying,
It's ok.
I only got what i didn't want.

You just didn't listen to me.
If you had,
We would still be together.

Even though I'm hear for you,
I'm dieing on the inside,
While crying on the outside.