The Weight Of Your World,

when the weight of your world is on your back,
you can't sit back, no time to relax,
your losing it, your seams are ripping,
your breaking down, falling and tripping,
sometimes you want it to all go away,
because your losing your friends along the way,
you don't know what to do, or who you are,
your trapped, stuck, boxed in behind bars,
you want to go back, to change everything,
but with trying to change it - the more tears it brings,
when life gave you lemons, you made lemonade,
but now that life's giving you bricks, a wall you create,
to break down this wall, you need to earn trust,
but who will give it to you, now that your stuck,
waiting for your world to just tumble down,
is harder than holding it up while you drown,
but your the one who caused it, theres no turning back,
sitting in negative, its positive you lack,
you apologize for doing those wrongs,
for being stupid, instead of your usual strong,
you miss who you were before,
who your friends loved and adored,
but you can't find that girl who held her head tall,
cause she's gotten lost, on the other side of your wall,
so now you try again and again, try and try,
at times you just want to break down and cry,
you miss her,
whoever you are,
hoping for someone, to leave the door through your wall,
a little ajar.