What hurts the most

What hurts the most
Is knowing that you could never love me for me
That because of clicks we will never be
The feeling in my heart when you talk to me will never fade
The look on your face when you talk about her
What hurts the most is the fact of the feelings I have are only coming one way
The way you treat me as if you don’t care
How I am just another notch on your bed post
That we are not ment to be because of the way you treat me
What hurts the most is excepting the fact I was used
The way you turn the other cheek
How you have a new girl on your arm today
What hurts the most is the feeling of butterflies in my stomach I get just from a simple text message from you
The smile that forms on my face when you call me ‘babe’
How I feel so special when you tell me you had a dream about me
What hurts the most is how I get texts in the middle of the night tell me you cant sleep and want to talk to me
How easy you get over what you did to me
The way you made we feel so fantastic then hated my guts
What I hate the most is when I get the calls of you calling me a slut
The times I sit up at the school waiting for hours for you to show your face but you never come
When you text me to wake me up in the mornings so I am not late for school
Hanging out till four in the morning on Halloween
What hurts the most
Is the piggy back rinds I get from you at football games
When I go to your lacrosse games because you asked and see you kissing another girl
When I cry you tell me to shh and everything will be ok
But what hurts more then anything
Is the times I get calls in the middle of the night from you telling me you hate me that I am just some stupid whore and that you are believing what people tell you about me