HeartAche

it's frustrating,
i know it's true.
when you feel like,
no one loves you.

when you feel all alone,
when there are people at home.
and when you're so far away,
from the people you've known.

when there's nothing to do,
drip tears of blood when you're blue.
because no one knows,
all the shit you've gone through.

it's frustrating,
i know it's true.
when you feel like,
no one knows you.

when you cry in your bed,
a crimson river you have bled.
and you've even made a list,
of the scars on your wrist.

when you walk down an alley,
right down to death valley.
cause no one understands,
it's all in your hands.

it's frustrating,
i'll tell it like it is.
everyone will cry,
cause it's you that they will miss

But you are making the mistake,
not your family
they have faith.

But they're oblivious,
got blinded by the light.
and now they will know,
that you left them that night.

they're gonna cry for so long,
cry near your headstone.
the one you picked out,
your new home.

The family,
it's gonna fall apart.
because what you've done,
was not that smart.

you were all torn apart,
you were all broken up.
you're family
you're friends
were never enough.

But you got what you want,
you got what you need.
To be all alone,
and never again bleed.

Bleed on your rug,
the tub,
the walls.
Then feel all ashamed,
and begin to bawl.

But what was it worth?
what did you gain?
cause know you're gonna see,
your family bleed.
you're gonna watch
like you did on tv.

they'll know what it's like,
they'll feel your pain.
As the roses at your headstone,
get drowned in the rain.

But you made a mistake,
a stupid mistake.
and now you're no more,
But your parent's hearts will ache.

Ache for a day, then two, then three
They'll ache for a year
all they're lives.
Cause they feel guilty,
they thought they were there,
when you got beat up at school,
when you felt all alone,
when you got pushed around,
when you cried on the phone.

But you kept quiet,
you never told.
It's was a secret,
a little secret,
...i know.

it's frustrating
i know it's true.
when you felt like,
no one loved you.

when you felt all alone,
when they're were people at home.
and when you were so far away,
from the people you've known.

when there was nothing to do,
drip tears of blood when you were blue.
because no one knows,

they'll never know,

because no one knows,
the shit you've gone through

copyright (c) 2007 Chelsea Dye