Scars

Sometimes when I'm all alone I think of you.
And sometimes I still wish you could drape your arms around me.
Even after all these years, I can't help but yearn for your love.
And even after all this time I can't help but, wish I still had a Dad.

They say time heals everything, well its been nine years and I still cry for you.
They say you can never truly stop loving someone.
The sad part is that I don't know if you ever loved me.
And what is worse is I need you more than ever.

I know that my picture is on your desk faced down, with a years worth of dust.
I know that you have a new life, new kids and a new wife.
I know you forgot about me.
and to tell you the truth I don't blame you.

Was it that easy to leave?
Was it easy to just push me aside like nothing?
Your own flesh and blood.
I cleaned up your mess and I live with it on my heart.

Sometimes I think of you, and can't help but wish you were dead.