Alchohol

love is alchohol,
a strong wine,
fantasies dancing,
our hands intertwined,
a strong move,
on lifes chess board,
.. check mate.
a pull on hearts cord,
you broke my heart,
while i was asleep,
in my thoughts,
you would creep,
i didn't know,
about her,
but i thought,
it would happen for sure,
the next morning,
i saw you lying there,
tears fell,
the way you smoothed down her hair,
never knew,
you could hurt me so deep,
but now no one can hurt me,
in my permanent sleep.