My decision

As I leave my past behind.
I begin my new journey
A journey full of love,
Full of hate

Loving two people is hard
I hate myself for doing this,
Leaving her behind,
Choosing him

But my mind is made up
I have to find him, to save him
I made a promise,
I will not let him become a monster
Never

I look deep down inside myself,
Looking for the strength,
The courage, but it's hidden,
Hidden behind the love
The passion I feel for him

A piece of my soul died
But I must follow my heart
So now I set off,
Off to kill the man I love