Pain Killer

Your supposed cure
Lingers in me
Filling my every wound
Completing my every thought
Freefalling within me
You complete me
And yet you
Destroy my inner peace
What was once so serene
Is now so cold
Fogged with hopeless thoughts
Loveless dreams
Once upon a time you helped
Now all you do is suppress
My every thought
Every dream
Leaving me to suffer
In my puddle of misery
Longing for more
Wanting to die
How could you betray me?