Waiting, Longing

I'm left here, waiting
My head and heart straining.
How soon till it will end?

It's a very painful thing,
I mean, all this waiting,
But I'm stuck like this till then.

But will it even happen?
This dream that I'm trapped in,
A nightmare in reality.

This deep desire inside,
Has taken from my pride.
As lovesick as one can be.

False hopes, or wishful thinking?
Is this love truly meant to be?
Relying on fate to show me the way.

Longing and yearning is driving me crazy.
Stuck in this hope, reality now hazy.
Don't know if I'll ever be okay.