Confusion..

Lately I have been so confused.
Like why am I still here?
Where is this road taking me?
Am I on the verge of death?
Is there a way to escape from this danger?

I think Ive been doing too much lately.
Laughter just fills me up everyday.
Life itself is getting worthless.
The world is on the verge of being destroyed.
Everyone is falling to their death.

I see now how it is.
Everyone becoming one or nothing.
The sky turning a bloody red.
The sun becoming dusk.
This is how I wish to die.
This is how I want to see my life.
Surrounded by a future that would never exist.