The Decision

I don't know what I want
It's not making much sense
You said I was the one
But so did he.
Am I left to choose?

Break a heart,
Damage a soul?
The right answers somewhere,
Lost in the decisions to be made.
How can you stay happy with a broken heart?
How can you smile with a soul, bursting at the seams?

What am I doing?
Destroying Convidence,
Stripping Dignity away,
Overseeing Feelings ,
Playing a game that’s not meant to be played.

Breaking hearts,
Destroying souls,
Ruining any chances that come my way.

Why am I a terrible person?
I lead other on
I don’t know how to choose
I end up leaving both wrong and right choices open
I end up with nothing.

That’s the problem with wanting everything,
You can’t have it
You’ll have to agree with what you can get.
Or nothing at all.

Taking chances,
Hearing heartbeats,
Catching breaths,
Finding love when it comes to me.