I'm sorry

Life is nothing to these eyes of mine
Love is just our imagination
Everybody always says “im okay”
When we all know they are lying.

When I go I don’t want people crying
I want to be remembered for my “good deeds”
Not my wild and stubborn behavior
I just don’t want to be forgotten.

People will spend time trying to forget
Please I don’t want that I want to be remembered
Tell my mommy im so very sorry I almost hit her
Tell her im sorry I never loved her
Tell her im so fucking sorry for cutting
but it made me feel alive.

When I think back I realized something
I was never good I was evil
Let me take the time to say
IM SORRY… to sorry for words to say.