Here I Come

I'm such a liar
I'm such a dreamer
I'm so spoiled
And I'm such creeper
Will someone please help me
Get me out of these habits
I hate lying
Its a sin
I love daydreaming
Then I lose reality
I love being spoiled
But I lose sight of
Those less fortunate
I love being a creeper
But people get honestly scared
I always hide my feelings
From everyone plus me
I then start to realize
Who I want to be
All I want to be is noticed
I don't want to be in the crowd
I want to start it now
The only reason why I'm not
is because
I'm not true to myself
I always claim
I am what I am
But I really don't know
What I am
I plan things out
And they never work
I'm writing this now
because I have a big smirk
All I want to be is noticed
But I can't without
Honestyy
I need to be true to myself
And everyone in the world
I want to show them
Who I am
And I'm finding faith
to follow my dreams
And make a difference in
the world
I have fantastic friends
I have a loving family
Now I just need
is independent self
So watch out
Because here I come
♠ ♠ ♠
I found this in one of my manyyy notebooks and apparently I wrote on Wednesday, August 26th, 2009 at 10:42pm? Haha And I signed it so yeah.