Endlessly Twirling

Under the dark night sky,
I twirl in endless circles.
Reality and dreams blending,
Until nothing is as it seems.
Dizzy and disoriented,
A temporary ease of pain.
I watch as people become
Only shadows, wishing
I could disappear as well.
No longer can I feel
The sickness inside me,
The flames in my heart,
The chaos of my thoughts,
Or the pain of my dead soul.
Everything spins at once,
Faster and faster it goes.
Until finally, I fall to the ground.
The spinning slows gradually,
And everything is as it was.
Except my heart, which has
Shattered completely.