who am i

I am the uneasy feeling of dispair that overwhelms you in the dark unholy nights. I'm the dark corner of your mind that houses the unwanted memories and thoughts. I inhabbit the world untouched by the helping hands of people. I'm the dark shadow with an unkown voice that haunts your mind through the long agonizing days where you are forced to act as if your normal. What is "normal"? Not you. I'm the lies that leak to your family and friends when they ask and the truths you hide within yourself. I'm the battering ram against your feeble bulwurk, pushing my way past the weak defenses you attempt to hide behind. I'm the case that doctors have given up on and I am the cloud that holds back the rays of the sun. Who am I? Why, I'm you! I'm insanity.