Me and the Hypocrite

Waking up to another day
To another task I've yet to face
I try to speak out loud
but can't form a word with my mouth
Blowing, blossoming, bruising
all without making a sound.
I'm fine
I'm okay
I follow the task that has been laid
Who am I you ask?
It all depends on who you want me to be
People tell me I need to be this
I need to be a leader
I need to be a saint
I need to be a teen
I need to be frank
So who am I but anothers company
A friend when need be
They say find yourself
Then they contradict
Telling my I need to be this
Stop helping, hoping, you hypocrite!
Let me find for myself
what it means to sink or swim
what it means to have no one like me
But where do I go?
How do I find myself?
Hypocrite will you guide me?