Will I End It Tonight?

What did I do to make u hate me?
Is it what I said?
If so then I’m sorry
I didn’t mean to make u mad
Well you ever forgive me?
Can I ever forgive myself?
My world is falling apart
And so is yours; that’s why I said what I did
Could I live with knowing your mad at me?
Well I be able to take crying every night?
Why? you ask am I crying
Because I made my best friend mad
Now you barely talk to me
I tell my friend but she doesn’t understand
She knows what I already want to do
Can I get past that want?
Will I hurt her too?
Will you care if I do it?
I’m sure you won’t
You are already mad at me
How can you be sad if I do?
Is this the end?
It seems so near
Will a life this young end tonight?
I am so sorry but I can’t go on
This guilt is eating me alive
I just can’t take it anymore
But am I sure that a life this young will end tonight?