Dead Dollie Lives On

A dollie, that was I
In a life almost forgotten
My life was a sad one
My life was tragic
My life was spent with a loving little girl
My mommy, as I called her
Was very loving
She truly did love me
My mommy screamed at me everyday
As I listened, beat up against the wall by her comments
A smile filled with confusion
My heart slowly dying with the words she said.
An abused body is what you would say I had
Since I was a play toy to a young girl
My body ached
Sores covering my body everyday.
Years was spent as I lived this life
My mommy growing older
While I stayed forever young.
My mommy was growing jealous
I was an emotional dollie
But was forced to smile my stitched on smile
My mommy became disgusted
Did I ever do her wrong?
The day when she would no longer control soon came
When my mommy ripped me to shreds
Threw my remains in the trash
And left me there to finally die
It was there I had my burial
Thrown into the trash
Covered by heaps of garbage
I wouldn't be shown my mommy's love no more
As I think about that life
Tears stream down my face
And what was my reward for enduring that life?
Nothing but a new body, I must've been a bad dollie