I just can't

I wish I had,
The answers to all your questions,
Even the ones you didn’t ask.

Why can’t you just tell me the truth,
Why can’t you just say you love me,
I don’t want to hear,
That you can’t make up your mind.
Because I know that your mind is already made up.

I’m tired of having,
To read between the lines with you,
For once,
I don’t want to have to find out,
What you are trying to tell me

Don’t you see what happened to us?
We never used to be this way,

I don’t want to lose,
All that we are, all that we’ve worked for,
But I’m tired.
And I just can’t, I just can’t
♠ ♠ ♠
Written about my sister/twin, and how much pain she is causing me and can't even see. Can be lyrics or poem.