I May Just Finally Die

I can't believe she lied to me...
I can't believe I opened up...
I can't believe I couldn't see...
My eyes must have been shut...

Just one cut will let it out...
Just one blade to open me...
Just once maybe I should shout...
For them to leave me be...

If I could just fall to the floor...
If I could truly cry...
If I could just close my door...
I may just finally die...