Abused/I hate my life

What did I do to deserve this?
What did I do to deserve this pain?
Daddy’s always coming home angry,
Oh, look, Daddy's shouting again.

It feels like nobody understands,
It feels like it’s just me.
Nobody cares, and nobody knows,
As to why I’m so unlucky.

I didn’t do anything wrong,
I don’t moan when he rapes me,or cry for too long.
I do what’s right, and I’m just a kid,
I can’t be blamed for what my mom did.

Dad shouts, and blames me for everything,
Sometimes I’m sure he doesn’t even think.
He hits, he shouts, he punches me to the ground,
I have to be quiet, not make a sound,

I cry that I’m sorry, as he kicks me to the floor.
He bellows a few rude words, and stumbles out the door.
But I’m left there motionless, without a sound,
I’m left there bleeding, right there on the ground.

This is the story
The story of my life
This is the night
Daddy ended my life