You will never know
When I dream, you probably think I dream of rainbows,friends, and everything happy.
When I think, you probably think I think of things that that don't matter, things that are not important, but that isn't true.
When I dream, I don't dream of rainbow, I don't dream of friends . When I think, I think of things that are important, but probably not to you.
I dream of the day I met you, I dream of the way you laugh. I dream about not happy,not mad, but sad, treasured memories.
When I think, I think of the time you hugged me,loved me, and even cared about me.
I remeber these things so I don't lose them, but also remember them so I don't cry over them when I see, glance,or talk to you, but I also remember how you smiled, how your eyes lit up everytime you seen me and how you were concerned if I was hurt.
Alot of times I think of how I regret falling in love with you, but then know I don't mean it.
But I do know that you could never love me, like I love you.
Every night I cry myself to sleep feeling the pain of betrayl,rejection and jealousy.
Feeling you probably will experience, but will never know how much it hurts when the person your in love with, your best friend, betrays you and changes into something they are not to impress and please the haterz.
You Will Never Know....
Now I dream of nothing, but I still feel the pain. No one knows how I feel because I will never tell.
But I still think of you.
When I think, you probably think I think of things that that don't matter, things that are not important, but that isn't true.
When I dream, I don't dream of rainbow, I don't dream of friends . When I think, I think of things that are important, but probably not to you.
I dream of the day I met you, I dream of the way you laugh. I dream about not happy,not mad, but sad, treasured memories.
When I think, I think of the time you hugged me,loved me, and even cared about me.
I remeber these things so I don't lose them, but also remember them so I don't cry over them when I see, glance,or talk to you, but I also remember how you smiled, how your eyes lit up everytime you seen me and how you were concerned if I was hurt.
Alot of times I think of how I regret falling in love with you, but then know I don't mean it.
But I do know that you could never love me, like I love you.
Every night I cry myself to sleep feeling the pain of betrayl,rejection and jealousy.
Feeling you probably will experience, but will never know how much it hurts when the person your in love with, your best friend, betrays you and changes into something they are not to impress and please the haterz.
You Will Never Know....
Now I dream of nothing, but I still feel the pain. No one knows how I feel because I will never tell.
But I still think of you.