I cant believe you

I cant believe you did that.
After all you have done.
You make everything worse, but it has probably just begun.
You were gone all the time, and didnt think of anything but then and there. So it's obvious you didnt care.
I know what you've done and witnessed it too, but he was too young to remember everything about you.
He stands up for you all the time and we try to explain but he doesnt care.
Even though it isn't fair. You try to promise, you try to swear.
Because of you life is hard, i have known this from day one.
But at least you could do is make it better for your son.
He is my brother, I love him a lot.
Sometimes I wish i could show him, show him what you have done.
To make him believe me but i guess i cant.
But i can't believe you did all that.