Appreciated

It's that same sinking feeling each time you're not there,
The feeling of I've done something wrong, but I don't remember where.
My heart drops to the pit of my stomach & my mouth runs dry,
And it's all because I feel unwanted inside.
I know it seems so little, to wear your name proud,
But when you say no it reverberates in my body just a little too loud.
Or when I want to talk to you in the little free time we have to share
And you don't answer the calls and I'm left feeling bare.
I feel unappreciated and I don't know why I feel that way.
All I know is that I gulp down tears and hope it goes away.