My Last Dying Wish

All I manage to do is think about you,
It’s like you just want to run through my mind,
Screaming to the heavens just how amazing you are,
You’re so perfect and undefined.

You are like the freshness of spring,
You breathe life into my hopes,
And the darkened cage that confines me,
Breaks into pieces, like withered ropes.

Your hands are so perfect,
Your smile so divine,
So why must loving you,
Be considered such a crime?

To kiss those soft alluring lips,
Would be committing the ultimate sin,
To give up though, and walk away,
Would mean that neither of us would win.

Touch me tenderly like you do her,
Whisper your words into my heart,
Give up on the stage they have made,
You don’t always have to play the part.

You know you can have me,
You always have, and always will,
Because your life, your being,
Gives means for me to heal.

Yet the walls are up,
I know I have to go,
So as I say goodbye,
I wish it wasn’t so.

And as I turn around and smile,
I blow you a goodbye kiss,
And looking into your heartbreaking stare,
I make one solemn wish,

And as I walk away,
I repeat my wish over and over,
Hoping that in the end,
I might finally find some closure.

But I always remember,
That wish every single day.
It was for you to realise what you will miss,
If you let me just walk away.