Suffocating

I'm suffocating under words I cannot say
Hoping not to die today, but failed...
I'm sad to say...today

Nothing is right, everything is wrong
It's like a sad unfinished song
I just hope you don't wait too long

All of this is killing me quickly
My life ending, ever so swiftly
You only shrug, so dismissivly

Without you I'd rather die
I'm not telling a sorry lie
So when I see you, I can't help but cry

Why do you always try to distract
After, I can never act
And as always, you don't react

I suppose you've captured my heart
I never realized, you're too smart
And again, it goes back to the start

Then you turned my heart black
It shattered, then it cracked
And sympathy is what you lack

Again, it's all the same
And again, it feels so lame
But all it was, was deep in vain

But now, I've come so far
Like wishing on a distant star
But I haven't come that far