Better Off Dead

I don't want feel this way anymore.
But no matter how hard I try,
This anger and sadness,
makes me want to die.

They don't care about me.
nor do I care about them.
But I try to hide these emotions,
that I can no longer condem.

So I try to smile.
I try to look happy.
But sadly,
I can't help but be snappy.

So here I am.
A gun to my head.
To end this pain,
I'm better off dead.