Stop There, Rewind, Erase

Stop there, Rewind, Erase,
I want to take back the words I've recently said.
The water's rising way above my head,
No longer can I see your smiling face.

Stop Walking, Turn Around,
Let Me Soothe your wounds.
I know that I've said it too soon,
Yet you won't utter a sound.

My Tears Won't Help A Thing,
You've Made up your mind.
No Longer Am I Blind,
That's Why My Heart Stings.

I see your shoulders slouch,
I know it hurts you too.
I can feel that it's made you blue,
Whether I'm Happy, I can not vouch.

These Tears Can't Save Me Now,
As you walk away for a final time.
The Clock Begins To Chime,
Sheltered by Tao.

Too Late To Change,
I just wish you would stay.
Give me forever and a day,
To Shoot This Gun At Close Range.

Bang, Bang, You're Gone,
Never to be seen again.
You are the bane of my life,
Yet I'm Feeling So Withdrawn.

If I wouldn't have loved you,
Things wouldn't have been so bad.
The thought of losing you had made me so mad,
Yet I turned you away, yearning to pursue.

So, Stop There, Rewind, Erase,
I should have never said those words.
I said things you should have never heard,
Oh how I want to see your smiling face.

A world so cold without you,
And I was the one to pull the trigger.
I Pushed you away with great vigor,
Which you didn't take kindly to.

I told you that I didn't love you,
Yet the words I spoke were never true.
I was scared, afraid, of what was to come,
For which I consider myself dumb.

So, Stop There, Rewind, Erase.
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Probably my longest poem ever. I like it a bit, but it's not my favorite. X] As a writer, I must say that this is an improvement for me considering it's normally a ramble on stuff this long and this follows a good pattern. I believe that I've written better works, but it's still an achievment. In line 20, Tao is pronounced like Now and is the ultimate principle of the universe. =] Read, Comment, Enjoy! =]