I Live to Wish Death

Bleeding from the wrist
He doesn't insist
I couldn't resist
It's a fucking crisis

Life a living hell
Don't judge, you don't know me that well
Scars start to swell
Issues people can tell

Suicidal bitch
Raised by a wicked witch
Heart held by a single stitch
Rejection I was beat with

Scars start to heal
People start to deal
Emotions become real
Life becomes surreal

Only a few I can trust
Me staying alive is a must
Passions turn into lust

Why does life go on this way?
Why am I alive today?
Once loved, now a stray
Heavy emotions put on display

I hide behind a mask
Waking up becomes a huge task
Drink life away with a single flask
Questions asked

I lie in bed
I'd give to be dead
Think life way ahead
Now I start to dread

Not like I can die
I don't understand why
I guess people want me alive
Gotta stop thoughts of suicide