I just want to be friends

You say you just want to be friends
but I dont feel the same.
I want so much more
for us to be together
forever.
I know that you have told me
a thousand times or so by now
that its not like that
for you.
You just want to be friends
isnt that enough? you say
I agree
its better than nothing
but these feelings dont go away.
So I stay away
watching
waiting
hoping that you change your mind.
But you dont
You sit there
all over another girl in front of me.
It hurts me
crushes my hopes
and shatters my heart.
I go back to my friends crying a hundred more tears
to be added to the others
that I have cried
over you.
they comfort me
tell me that it will be ok
but it wont
It never will be
I was willing to give
you my everything.
My heart,
lay shattered on the floor at your feet.
You dont know.
your oblivious,
to the fact that the one girl
who would never cause you the pain
other girls have
and do what it took to make you happy
was the one that you never
gave a chance to.