Just Let Me Fade...

Why can't I just disappear?
And leave all my unsolved problems
Just lying here...
And ever so slowly I'll fade away...
Into a soundless sleep
Where I can only dream
And hope I never wake.

Cause my life right now
Is a walking nightmare,
Full of more drama then a girl ever needs,
And so much uncertainty,
I never know what's right, what's wrong.
Never know if I'm choosing wrong...

So why can't I just disappear?
And leave all my unsolved problems
Just lying here...
And ever so slowly I'll fade away...
Into a soundless sleep
Where I can only dream
And hope I never wake.

Cause if I wake,
I'll wake up hard
And have life hit me like a wall,
A wall that will sooner or later crumble,
A wall that will sooner or later fall...
And when that wall, that wall that was my life,
Decides to crash,
I'll be left here broken in tears,
With nothing left to lose.

Nothing left,
Nothing to lose.
Nothing left,
So hard to chose.
Why can't I die,
I've lived my life,
And the only good that it did for me
Is it left me with a few happy memories...
But memories always fade....
Slowly fade away...

So why can't I just disappear?
And leave all my unsolved problems
Just lying here...
And ever so slowly I'll fade away too,
Like memories,
Though I have so much less to lose..
And slowly I'll just fade away
Into a soundless sleep
Where I can only dream
And hope I never wake...
Never wake,
Never see the light of day.