Looking

You're looking at me,
I can see you,
Standing there, looking at old films...
You're looking at me,
I know you want this to work somehow,
I tried to make it obvious without trying too hard,
I love you,
I love you so much and it makes it so difficult,
I just want to hold you,
When no one's around can you let me have that chance?
I'll do it in front of everyone if it were up to me,
I just want to hold you,
To listen to your heartbeat and say " I love that sound "
You can listen to mine,
Why is it so bad?
Should I be this guilty?
You are just as guilty as me,
That makes it even,
So hold me,
Forget about the guilt and everything else, remember me.

" we are all guilty,
of not being all we should be..."