Risking it all

I keep telling myself that this time will be different
that this time I will not get hurt
but the pain in my heart is still fresh
and the tears from my eyes have just began to dry
because I've heard it all before and talk is cheap
I don't want your words, I want actions.
keep your promises, and give me your everything.
risk it all or not at all.

because I get that funny feeling everytime i see you
and i can't concentrate because your always occupying my mind
your're the first thing i think of when I wake up and all I dream of at night.
and no matter how hard I try to forget this, us. I can't.
I can't let go of the memories.
I can't forget the kisses, touches, and talks we share.
I don't want to.

so for once I'm going to be honest.
and say that I've fallen for you.
that I can't imagine me with anyone else.
that I can't bare to see you with anyone else.
that when you leave I feel like I can't breathe.
and the moment your hand touches me my heart beat goes irregular.
that everything in my world seems right when you're near me.

I have fallen for you and it scares me.
Because this time I just want things to be different.