Theres Color Everwhere

I hate this feeling in my gut that you don't care anymore.
The friendship we once had and shared has taken a ride on the wind and passed through the air and flower fields falling apart as it goes.
I hate that I miss you so much and wish I could fix it all or forget these memories that taunt me in my dreams.

I can never forget your eyes and how they made me smile
They way your smile made my heart skip a beat, because back then when you smiled you thought of me.

Thoughts and lies decive the eyes of the dead and the fallen.
For I have fallen flat on my fat fucking ass and cant get up.

Take these things away
I drag them in my skin
Commiting sin I vowed to you never again.
You left me like everyone else
The sin you vowed to me never again
So in the end we both win

Constantly I hold my tongue
Biting it keeping it behind my teeth
My mouth has filled with blood
I feel i've become a mute.

Mutes cant ask for help
So here I lay dying
Dehydrated and lost in this bullshit desert

Take these things away
I drag them in my skin
My sin i vowed to you never, never again

Maybe in this next life
Oh
Maybe in this next life
Maybe

You'll give a shit.